Friday 21 March 2014

love?

So, like every other teenage girl, I have a crush. (crushes are called crushes because when you really like a guy and  he doesn't feel the same it 'crushes' your feelings and confidence), regardless! I really like this guy.
Other girls have a 'type' I honestly haven't had alot of relationships so I wouldn't say I have a type. Although, If I had to describe my perfect guy it would be Calum Hood from the band '5 seconds of Summer' (if you don't know who they are I suggest you go and check them out! they're music is incredible, their accents are to die for, and well all 4 of them are gorgeous!)

Anyway as I was saying, Crushes. I'm nearly 18 and not in a relationship, some of my friends ask why not? Others are in the same boat as me. I was never the cutest girl in school so I had ALOT of insecurities, which I still have today, but I've grown to accept that.

I'm a little different but that's alot better than being a sheep and following the crowd. But I am still oblivious to the whole 'dating' thing! (I'm sure I'm not alone in this).

What do I say to him?!
do I say anything at all?!
should I ignore this feeling incase he laughs?!
do I risk it and just blurt it out?!

all these questions! What do I do?

I need major help, I've never felt this before, if you are in the  same boat as me please comment what you would do or if you have any advice I'd love to hear it. Thank You!